I found myself in a bit of a pickle this past weekend.
I was caught in an awkward, slightly embarrassing situation that for the life of me, i couldn't get out of. I wasn't at home, spent the night out and very long story short, i ended up on my back on the floor of a room and COULD NOT MOVE! Luckily, i was by extended family so as embarrassing as the shit was, it could have been much, much worse. How do i know for sure that it's okay to blame the MS? My heart was racing, i really was in a panic and trying so hard to get up but i just couldn't - i really was stressing! when i say, my body wasn't going anywhere, i mean it wasn't going anywhere - all i could do was move my arms. I went as far as to call out for help, but alas, that didn't work either...
Eventually i told myself that if i just lay there and try to be calm, everything would be okay. That worked...as soon as my heart stopped racing and i calmed down, I was able to get up and move around.
Fucking MS!!!
I was caught in an awkward, slightly embarrassing situation that for the life of me, i couldn't get out of. I wasn't at home, spent the night out and very long story short, i ended up on my back on the floor of a room and COULD NOT MOVE! Luckily, i was by extended family so as embarrassing as the shit was, it could have been much, much worse. How do i know for sure that it's okay to blame the MS? My heart was racing, i really was in a panic and trying so hard to get up but i just couldn't - i really was stressing! when i say, my body wasn't going anywhere, i mean it wasn't going anywhere - all i could do was move my arms. I went as far as to call out for help, but alas, that didn't work either...
Eventually i told myself that if i just lay there and try to be calm, everything would be okay. That worked...as soon as my heart stopped racing and i calmed down, I was able to get up and move around.
Fucking MS!!!
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