Not Sold

So...I'm still not sold on this cane.  I'm giving it a chance, but...

yesterday I had to pick up my car from the repair shop - how the fcuk do u see a parked car that is sitting in a practically empty parking lot and then reverse into it?????  that is just beyond my realm of imagination...but as usual i digress - so i went to get the car, took the cane and what did i do?  held it in my hand instead of actually using it!  HELLO!  I'm a loser, yes i know.

• I get that it will help with my balance - i think.  What if i have it in my right hand and i start to sway to my left?  what then?
• I'm not sure that it will help me when i'm stiff - can it really help me then?
• what about when my knees decide to lock up - to me that is just more drama

I'm still being positive...I am not going to write it off.  I just have to get into the habit of picking it up and actually using it i s'pose and we'll see what happens.

It's a nice sleek one...it's not fancy; didnt want to spend too much money on it until i know it'll actually be worth it, but it's cool enuf that i won't mind walking around with it.